Neko-san@work

Tuesday, September 24, 2019

It's me again!

Not really sure what I want to talk about honestly, but I thought I might as well write something even if it's brief.

So how am I feeling? Honestly pretty alright at the moment. The last few weeks has been a whirlwind of...many things. A lot of my life has been diverted to spending time with someone, which after a long time of being effectively alone, gives me something to look forward to at the end of every work week. It's a bunch of travel which equates to a lot of time spent going back and forth, but I wouldn't trade any of the time spent with her for anything.

I'm not having any grandiose visions that this has to necessarily last forever, of course. Your emotions are untamed, which I can only imagine how difficult it is and something I will probably never truly understand how it feels. But beyond what we have right now, the first and foremost thing I wish for is for you to work on your own mental well-being, and if I have to sacrifice this relationship we have right now to help you, I wouldn't hesitate. Like a friend said before, you don't have to choose either of us.

Would my life have been easier if I just shut my mouth and didn't say how I felt that day at the Ex? Of course! But that would have been the safe and cozy route. My whole life has been years of safe choices, but as I get older I'm learning to take risks. Taking the job at Sofina was a huge step in my life.. I didn't want to leave the comfort of my old job, or the comfort of hanging out with friends/family, but I threw it all away to work at night for less pay than I was making, and hours that forbade me from chilling with friends at night. I had severe FOMO for many months, where I would see my group chat pop off with events as they all went to hang out and play and...it sucked. I would be irrationally angry at myself for choosing such a lousy job that barely paid, at a shift that had be barely interact with anybody for hours on end. I also hated my friends at some points for being so inconsiderate about my position, how dare they go have fun without me...they know i'm only free on weekends..........

...But then something just clicked. At one point I realized that I no longer anguished to hang with my friends when they planned something during weeknights. At some point...I just accepted that I belonged where I was and I was...well not exactly happy (pay too low, mo cheen), but I wasn't miserable. And then everything changed when I was switched to AM. It was everything I languished for - I got the money I wanted, I got the hours I wanted, I was cast deep into the chaos that was Morning shift. Supervisors that I hardly talked to before suddenly became my intimate and direct co-workers who I was forced to talk to on a semi-regularly basis. A morning meeting where I was forced to be cognizant and know what I was talking about. My life was once again turned upside down and again I wasn't sure I belonged.

I remember talking to my Co-worker before she left, telling her that I didn't feel ready for such a large step. I'm not confidant or fearless like the old AM shift person, nor as knowledgeable and smart as she was. But all she said was: "Yes you are. Make the Morning shift your own". I really didn't believe her back then, but I'm glad she trusted me enough to say that. Even now I'm not sure I'm ready for it, there's still so much I don't know and the decisions I'm forced to make sometimes still feel sketchy to me. I'm just mediocore. I feel young, I feel dumb, and I sometimes just want to hide from all the people there who are older and wiser than me. I'm just some kid, why should anybody respect my decisions.

But little by little I notice changes. I'm not longer hesitant to approach supervisors and workers to talk to them about some issue, I'm not stuttering on my explanations, and I'm making decisions quicker. Slowly but surely it's starting to click. Not fully yet, but I feel it. My confidence has a lot to grow on, but I should stop looking at my faults like it's a negative thing. It's just something to always work on.

WAIT WHAT DID THAT TANGENT HAVE TO DO WITH ANYTHING????

ok uh...maybe what i'm trying to say is: yes this semi-maybe relationship we've been having has been difficult. Moments of pure joy, but also whirlpools of emotion that threaten to consume everything...but I truly believe in you as a person. It's because I live for the moments where you feel free from judgement and are happy enough with your life in the moment, and it honestly makes me cherish you. Even if things go south and we don't up "official" or whatever, I would still be proud to call you my S-Tier friend who effectively kick-started my career and taught me a lot about myself.

All i want to say to you, from the depth of my entire being is this:

Thank you.

I appreciate you so friggin much.

Written at 5:29 PM

Wednesday, September 11, 2019

Hello

It's been a long time since I wrote something like this and honestly it all feels really strange to write again, but I figured as long as I start and continue to ramble I'll eventually barf out whatever I intended to write this morning.

I'm just going to be under the assumption nobody is going to read this (hello i know you will), but I have to pretend whatever I say will just be going to the aether to make it easier for myself. It'll probably be easier to compartmentalize everything if I split it into parts...so here we go!

Part 1: The yeetening

I'm 100% not going to lay out everything beginning to end, so I'll just focus on the now. As someone likes to ask, how do am I currently feeling? As of right now, at this very moment, very content. Wowee shocking, right? After everything that went on, one would think I would be feeling insecure, nervous, and scared for the future. But I've had a lot of time to think at work (it's been really slow), and I've come to realize that staying scared or nervous or whatever was really affecting my mood and slowly bringing out thoughts that I haven't had since high school.

"What if I'm not good enough?"

"What if she really does like someone else other than me and leaves me?"

"What if she's just pretending to care?"

"What if -"

You get the point.

I'm really not trying to downplay anything, but I can't always be in this horrible neverending loop. I've been at my lowest of the low when I was abandoned by a close friend for awhile years ago, and it really made me realize that my happiness was highly dependent on other people. It's not necessarily a bad thing, but I've spent years cultivating myself on my interests to avoid this exact same scenario in case it happens again. Even if the people I like don't spend time with me, I will always have my hobbies to use as backup to keep myself positive. I've been really avoiding them the past few months, so I would really like to get back to them, especially music.

Anyways what i'm trying to say is - yes i'm worrying about a bunch of stuff, but I don't want them negatively affect who I am as a human. I am very ok with these fears, but I am very not ok with them engulfing my entire being, rendering me an anxious mess. I'm better than that.

But let's explore these feelings in...

Part 2: The deep shit I don't know how to express in verbal words

I will just come out and say it: I am deeply afraid of her leaving me for someone else...but also at peace that this might be a possibility.

It sounds strange, but hear me out. Deep deep down, and i mean very deep down, I don't believe we'll work out. At least not where we are at the moment. There are so many complex background complications that I can't even begin to imagine how making the relationship 'official' would work at this very present moment.

Now that's out of the way, this needs to be said: I still very deeply care about her and as of now, I don't want this relationship to end. I still very much am into her, still really really like her, and will never abandon her. Ever.

Do I hope things work out? Of course! I'm a very optimistic person, but I do truly hope she gets to the point where she's comfortable and trusting enough to actually officially date someone again. Do I hope it's me? Yes and no. Yes in that I obviously I would be elated, but also no in that I will just be really really truly happy for her that she's in a position to trust herself fully to someone again, no matter who it is.

As for me, I really was hurt by the things you've told me, but I also don't want you to hide anything from me. You don't seem to understand that I am very ok with being hurt as long as you trust me enough to tell me and that I won't leave you after everything you say. You might never understand why I won't just leave you to make my life easier, and that's just fine too...I don't really understand either haha. Does it bother me that you might end up liking this other guy? Yes. Does thinking about him bother me? Yes. But I also understand you care for him very much, so I can be an adult and not hate him implicitly. We will see him in a month, and that's fine too, as long as he doesn't do any weird advances to you to make you uncomfortable. Please, please I also do not want to spend more than a day with him. I am not there for him, I am there for you and myself to enjoy the city together. That was the main draw in the beginning, and I don't want it to turn this into a T.O maple bois situation.

I will play the game of hypothetical situations and imagine the worst case scenario that you might spend time with him alone for some reason or another. Maybe I failed to stop it, or maybe I couldn't stop it no matter how much I tried. Maybe it'll be what you want in the moment - to spend more time with him where I wouldn't be comfortable doing so, so you'll make the impulse decision to leave me for a day or so. I won't be ok with that...I'll be mad in this imaginary scenario, but if I'm not able to stop you, please be stay safe.

Also know that I'm om a city I really wanted to visit for 1.5 years now, and I will not let some weird ass e-drama ruin it. I'm very happy and excited you're coming with me, but please understand that if you abandon me I will not hesitate to have fun myself without you. I will not hate you, but I don't know if I can forgive you either.

Part 3: So what now?

No matter how much I like her, I can't totally rely on her for my own happiness. If I ask anybody at all for advice, they would all tell me to just let her go. But here's the thing, I really don't want to. After all that, I still don't want to let go. Should I? Probably. It'll make my life easier. But at the same time, I don't want it easy...In my opinion she's worth fighting for, both mentally and externally. Whatever hardships come, I hope we can work it through together as a team :]

Will she hurt me in the future? I think we both know that the answer is yes. That should really honestly scare me, but it doesn't. If this whole thing doesn't work out...it'll be sad, but will be proud to say I did try the hardest I ever have in a relationship with anybody ever.

I really do hope she likes me - and not necessarily in a romantic way either. I want her to truly trust me that whatever she says to me, I will not judge her at all. Will I sometimes not know what to say? Oh of course. But I will do my best to be there for her, and I will continue to spend time with her because I really deeply love doing so. No matter what happens, please remember- we'll remain friends no matter what.

After all, we promised, didn't we?

...that's all, I hope the amount of care I put into this girl shows here. Whether or not she cares about me as much (I'm sure she does :] ) is up to her. I am very open and supportive to whatever she decides, as long as she trusts me and cares about me enough to talk about it.

That's all for now,

Bye!

......

...

(oh god I just re-read this for grammar errors and LOL. Hope it doesn't come off as too melodramatic)

Written at 6:46 PM

Thursday, July 31, 2014

I ran 2.3 miles (3.5-ish km) yesterday! I know it's a laughable amount for those who actually can run, but I've been struggling to get past 1.7 miles (and even less) the last few runs because of pure laziness. I never felt so proud! Once I can consistently run 5 km again, it will be the sweetest victory ever.

It's the small things that make my day =]

Written at 7:49 AM

Sunday, July 20, 2014

Well I did it! Well technically not but it's extraordinarily close. I stepped on the scale in the morning and it read 155.2 lb. LITERALLY 0.2 LBS AWAY. I should've peed or pooped to cheat my way to victory but close enough! My target weight was 155, so I'm just about to the finish line. With my starting weight before I started this shebang at 162, that's a total of (almost) 7 pounds lost, all just due to cutting out all white flour/rice foods, and all sweets while replacing it with healthier alternatives. Throw in some variety of exercises in there and VICTORY (almost) ACHIEVED.

*CONFETTI*

My next goal is to improve in all the activities I decided to start. Lower my 10 minute/mile time while running, maybe get better in tennis, though I haven't played that in awhile since I can't do that and run while working, and hopefully rock climb again and become better at that, because that's the most fun I've had in a long long long time. I've really got to be grateful for brown dude for actually being interested in a lot of activities that I want to do, because nobody else I know commits to long-term activities and actually tries to improve in them.

So my goals are as follows:

1. Improve speed and mileage when running
2. Finish practicing song and post on Ch's wall (sub-goal: by the next 2 weeks)
3. Improve rock climbing skills and actually conquer the ones I failed miserably at on my first go.

Sub goals with no priority:

1. Improve in tennis.
2. UH.................stuff? I DIDN'T REALLY THING THIS LIST THROUGH.

After 4 summers of trying to achieve something meaningful, I'm finally doing it. I should go back in time and slap my lazy Asian ass for giving up so quickly the summers before.

Despite some of my friends making fun of me for choosing the dainty "girly" foods when we go out while they eat hearty meals, this makes it all worth it. I don't expect them to understand my choices, but I wish they wouldn't criticize me for no reason. Oh wells.

Also should remember to post an updated video to the song for posterity, but I'll do it in a couple of days.

Written at 12:49 PM

Monday, June 16, 2014

Random ramblings @work 1

Y'know I might as well convert this whole shebang of a random blog to a guitar blog, 'cause that's all I can think about for the past 3 months and I have nobody to talk about it with (other than brandon but he doesn't play the same style as me, so that's a moot point). It's been my goal to arrange my own solo fingersyle songs since I first heard Adam Rafferty play Isn't She Lovely (Though i think I heard Sungha Jung's cover of it first), but the process is freakishly hard and arduous. I even went as far as shelling out 60+ bucks during my first year of guitar to buy 2 of his DVDs that teach that song and other Stevie Wonder songs, but have yet to be able to learn any because it's UNBELIEVABLY HARD. I just call that spending a "future investment". No clue how far though, I may die before I master even one song, but it's gonna be a fun journey regardless! I just don't have the groove, man. Whereas he's an eagle that soars through the clouds effortlessly, I'm like that dude from that QWOP game, breaking my legs and ankles, while doing somersaults onto my head just to try to make it to the end. Hell, I even lost progress from time to time just like getting negative meters in QWOP. Just like my lack of dancing skills, I also seem to lack the ability to interpret any jazz music and groove along to it. BUT I WILL CONQUER. Just like how I learned to waltz that one time which I will not bring up ever again. I mean look at this man!

Gosh.

Don't get me wrong, I've made HUGE progress in these past few months alone. Learning Let It Go was the gateway to wrist thumping, then Ed Sheeran's A-Team was the gateway to timing my rhythm correctly, and now i'm almost done Little Talks, which makes use of everything I learned and puts it into one. I still remember trying to learn that song 7 months ago and not being able to, but here I am, 80% complete! Like my brother always told when he visited home, I've just gotta "keep practicing."

Written at 12:18 PM

Thursday, June 12, 2014

Decided to start recording practice videos of songs i know to track progress and see where I need work.

I think embedding works. Either way, I scrub up while transitioning from 1st half to 2nd half. Will update in a week or so once I work on that. Maybe I'll do more of these for other songs, it was sorta fun, although this video took like 20 takes to get something decent =/ helps me practice perfection i guess which is good whenever someone spams 'PLAY SOMETING ON TEH GUITAR PLSZZZZZZZ' whenever they are over. hope this ..uh..."series" or videos will help me in the long run!

Also my eyes looks closed the whole time. Damn camcorder is racist. I was more o_o than -_-

Written at 6:12 AM

Sunday, March 16, 2014

Here I stand typing, probably making a huge mistake. Remember, future me, that you are walking a fine line of screwing yourself. Remember on this day, March 16, 2014, that you dropped out of the politics class you despise so much. Please remember 2 things: you forgot to take this course in 2nd year, and you are dropping this course half way though the semester on your 3rd year. Oh, also this is course is required for graduation. MAJORLULZ AMIRITE? I know, I know, you did so bad on your midterm and you have crap participation marks, that even if you continued this, you would be ABYSSAL grades. But you only have 2 more chances to take this before you're royally beheaded. Just like how Joffery beheaded that dude who you loved. Fuck the Lannisters. Pure putrid filth of the GoT world. Regardless, remember to slap yourself if you the politics course next year conflicts with another one of your mandatories for BOTH semesters. Yes, we all realize how light of a course load (though not light in course work) it is next year, so cross your stubby little asian fingers, and hope to the seven gods that we don't get Joffrey'd. Is that a thing now? "Joffrey'd"? Either way, he's a cunt.

REMEMBER, THIS IS ALL ON YOURSELF. DO BETTER NEXT YEAR IN THE COURSE BECAUSE THERE'S NO MORE SAVING GRACES. YOU HAD 2 CHANCES TO GET THIS LITTLE COURSE OVER WITH, BUT YOU'RE LEAVING IT LAST MINUTE. MY DAD ALWAYS SAID I LEFT EVERYTHING LAST MINUTE, BUT THIS IS TREADING INTO DEEP OCEAN WATER NOW, WHERE THE ONLY LIGHT YOU SEE IS THAT LITTLE ANGLER FISH ANTENNA IN THE FAR DISTANCE, AND YOU ARE SWIMMING EVER CLOSER TO IT. DON'T. FUCK. UP.

Sincerely,

Myself.

Written at 11:09 AM

Thursday, February 28, 2013

ungh

Doctors and nurses of reddit, what is the biggest health misconception people should know about?

Written at 9:48 PM

Monday, December 3, 2012
RTINWP 1

Random things I noticed while procrastinating #1

Love Story by T-Swizzle sounds exactly like Last Christmas. To the point where I even started singing along using its lyrics.

Huh.

On another note, Youtube should be renamed to ProcrastinationTube.

Written at 6:56 PM

Saturday, October 27, 2012
Random convos with my bro #1

Random convos with my bro #1

Me peeing while sitting down on a toilet (prevents missing) with the door open when my brother suddenly pokes his head in.

Me: Stop coming in just to watch me pee.

Bro: you should close the door *laughs*

Me: Are you gonna record me peeing again and put it on youtube?

Bro: It's already being livestreamed right now to thousands of people

Me: ...Do you make money off this?

Bro: Yup

Me: I want $1 for every litre i ever peed out

Bro: Ok, but you gotta show me proof of how much litres of pee you peed first

Me: Deal.

Written at 6:23 PM

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

holy fuck, i'm so fucking demotivated to do anything. i guess in the past week or whatever, i had so many plans that it made me all busy busy and now i have nothing. and i hate nothing now. nothing is boring. well nothing was fine at first, but nothing then took a knife and stabbed my back and my head so i couldn't get up from this stupid chair and think of something else to do. fuck this shit, this is the most depressingly demotivated i've been in awhile. i have no games to play, and the internet is actually very boring once you get down to it. but it's all i got before i just lie on my bed all day or hit my head on the wall. i've already been reduced to hitting myself and going like "HEY, YOU'VE DONE NOTHING TODAY, LET'S MAKE SOME GOALS" and then i end up derping like a loser. PLEASE GOD LET ME HAVE SOMETHING TO DO THIS SUMMER. i don't care if it's alone, i swear to god i rather go out and volunteer all summer than do nothing. fuck nothing, i've spent 90% of my life doing nothing for months during summer. i lay my head on my desk thinking of something to do, but NOPE, RAWRSDARF ARF ARF MOO BAWK BAWK I DUNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. BOREDOM KILLED ME THIS WEEK, RIP.

i miss having yoga, it was something to look forward to, as painful as it was, as well as good exercise. i feel like a snorlax just sitting here. i should go do something by myself but eeeeeh, i'm already so beaten down doing nothing, i dunno. just dunno.

dear god i'm dying staying inside my home. no wonder peoplee wanna move out, noooo wonder.

Written at 10:36 PM

Sunday, April 15, 2012

Happy 1-year anniversary to meee

Last year on April 14, 2011, I bought my guitar. So technically it's belated 1-year but I just checked the date of the photo i took of the guitar of the first day on my old phone, and was surprised it already past. this year flew by so fast now that i really think about it. I spent a lot of the afternoon post-realization reminiscing about my first month of guitar compared to where i am now. I remember the first day where i popped open my first guitar tutorial on youtube, and apprehensively trying to copy the chords the guy (who was Justin Sandercoe. LOVE YOU, MAN, DONT STOP TEACHING) was teaching me. My fingers were like uncooked sausages; so soft and thick, i kept muting other strings while my fingers ached from the pressure. I remember distinctly having trouble with the D chord, which Justin taught first. he called it the 'easiest chord' but holy balls-to-the-walls, did i have trouble with that. I kept muting other strings, making my guitar sound like it was a contestant on SAW or something. Rage was abundant that day. I remember complaining to Brandon P about my guitar woes and how much my fingers hurt and etc etc. He must've found me so noobish now that i think about it xD

I texted him right after i found out it was my 1-year anniversary, and mentioned that even though all this time passed, i was still not great at all (well obviously. i was expecting too much of myself). He then said it was a pretty good accomplishment for having no lessons, which made me realize...yeah, it is! I may not be the next slash, but i'm still proud of how much i learned. I can probably go busking with my guitar and make money if i really wanted to lose all my dignity.

I remember practicing all the basic chords for hours, fingers aching and getting sore, the random moment where i just jam terribly and loudly 'cause cause i was bored, the moments when i was sad at some time somewhere a long time ago and learning something new on guitar distracted me. The time when i first did a barre chord without making it sounds like a dying cat (and to think i couldn't even do one in the beginning of summer! Seems so logn ago now), the time where i learned how to fingerpick, and soooo much more. oh my god, such a journey, and so surprised how much i learned...which isn't much at all if i put it into perspective. I can barely keep time to a song if my life depended on it, and i can't even play a song that great compared to other randoms on the internet. It discourages me when i think like that, but it doesn't change the fact that there's no 'ending point' when leanring an intrument, you just continue to learn.

I think i remember posting a random video of myself playing guitar on here, but i'm afraid to watch it haha. Maybe when i finish learning my current song (hopefully before i leave to china) will i post a comparison video. I dunno how long that'll take, but now that i basically quit all forms of gaming but pokemon, i have sooooo much more time...(to train, lolol).

<3 you, Yamaha FG-700ms (what a crappy name for you), and may we have a another grand year! (until i buy a new guitar. BUT YOU'LL STILL BE MY FIRST THAT TOOK MY GUITGINITY, DUN WORRY YO.)

Written at 7:23 PM

Saturday, March 24, 2012

Today I try to answer a semi-pervy tumblr ask in the most innocent way possible. LETS-A-GO. (srs answer if not a pervy question or if i wanna include one for funsies)

Are looks important in a relationship? People fall in love with people online, so the moral answer is no. BUT LIKE, GOD MADE ATTRACTIVE PEOPLE TOO HARD TO NOT LOOK AT. Not like i'll ever get a Mila Kunis level girl. (...RIGHT?)

Are relationships ever worth it? If you're a NEET, no.

Are you a virgin? In the edible oil industry, virgin mean 'cold-pressed'. So no, i am not 'cold-pressed'. the hell does that even mean?

Are you in a relationship? Yes. i do believe i have a Taiwanese girlfriend.

Are you in love? Yes. Taiwanese girlfriend, remember?

Are you single this year? WELL IF YOU ASKED ME IF I WAS IN A RELATIONSHIP AND I SAID YES, WHY DID YOU ASK ME THIS? HUH? ARE YOU LIKE, BLIND OR SOMETHING?? DAMMIT, TUMBLR QUESTIONS, YOU DUN GOOFED.

Can you commit to one person? Seeing as how i look at other girls while dating my snuggle-muffin online, i'll say no. Not at all.

Describe your crush: Orange or pink.

Describe your perfect mate: A *puts on sunglasses* CHECKMATE.
YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAH

Do you believe in love at first sight? I believe there's a pokemon move called "Attract".
It can only be learnt by female pokemon (citation pending), but i think real life girls can learn it too via TM. So yes.

Do you ever want to get married? No. I want all the money for myself. I want to live alone in a small apartment building while i got to my water cleaning job (...i'm lookin' at you, missy!) from 8-4 everyday, come home, eat my instant ramen, watch some tv, watch some porn, go to bed and then do it all again. That's my only wish. ...Oh shit my sarcasm detector just blew up!

Do you forgive betrayal? IF YOU WERE A BRO, YOU NEVER BETRAY. NEVVVVVVVVVVAR.

Do you get jealous easily? All i want are nice things too ;-;

Do you have a crush on anyone? I haven't liked anybody for a while now. Oh, you were talking about the drink? I haven't had one of those in awhile either!

Do you have any piercings? 2 nipple piercings and a scrotum piercing. Why i have one there, i dunno.

Do you have any tattoos? Nopey doodly do.

Do you like kissing in public? Seeing as i kissed someone on a school bus before....i guess?

Do you masturbate? It's the middle of a holy event. How dare you!

Do you shave your neither regions? I don't understand what a 'NEITHER' region is. Neither do you, i suppose.

Do you shower every day? AND WASTE WATER AND MONEY?

Do you think someone has feelings for you? My mommy and daddy. And brother i guess. BROOOOOMANCE

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? I am!

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? Easy saaauce

Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? I'm so sorry for making that girl pregnant if i do.

Do you want to be in a relationship this year? Don't care.

Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? There was this one time. They
would always love me when i talked to them. Their smile....their laugh. It was such a great relationship. It was like hearts were flying everywhere when we looked into each other's eyes. I'm so sad i lost my pokemon yellow cartridge ;-; ily, pikachu.

Has someone ever written a song or poem for you? (i really tried to remember the song name...but dammit. the one with the dirty music video with all those horny black people hahah)

Have you ever been cheated on? I was playing fruit ninja one time, and right before i was gonna be the current high school, i got ambushed and a bomb got sliced. I felt so cheated

Have you ever cheated on someone? When we used to play split-screen games, i used to look at other people's screens to see where they were.

Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body? I have short fingers, so i want a finger transplant.

Have you ever cried over a guy/girl? I'm honestly not sure here. im trying to remember myself

Have you ever experienced unrequited love? Too lazy to google that. (so it apparently means one-sided love. i'm gonna be in denial on this one heheh)

Have you ever had sex with a man? *Absofuckingly silent*

Have you ever had sex with a woman? I have in visual novels. So technically yes.

Have you ever kissed someone older than you? My mom?

Have you ever liked one of your best friends? In a galaxy far far awaaaaaay.

Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? I don't remember who hated who. Was too naive for that lolol

Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? LOVE HAS A SNEAK LEVEL OF 99. HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO DODGE THAT?

Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? I could've have it alllllll

Have you ever written a song or poem for someone? My grade 8 teacher. She liked it a lot!

Have you had sex so far this year? NO. I GOT ASKING PEOPLE FOR SEX ALL THE TIME, BUT ALL I GET IS A SLAP IN THE FACE.

How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? I need to try this on someone. brandon lives the nearest. He better watch himself.

How long was your longest relationship? 00:00:00

How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had? About 16. But then i realized it's not a real relationship if you never told them we were dating.

How many people did you kiss in 2011? less the 0

How many times did you have sex last year? Oh golly, i'm not sure. The number is so low i can't count it with my fingers!

How old are you? XVIII

If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? I think you need glasses, 'cause you mistaken someone for me.

If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her? ...She's 30 years old? Wait, if she was 30 last year, and 30 this year, is she perpetually 30?

If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? Bitch better give me yugioh cards. i totally wanna have an excuse to rap like jaden for no reason.

Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for? Yes. Her name is Wun Kam Chu -.-

Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why? ....*CHRIS FLEES FROM BATTLE*

Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? *KEEPS FLEEING. FOR THE LOVE OF GOD DON'T STOP*

Is there someone you will never forget? Of course!

Share a relationship story. One day, this guy asked me to party with him while i was grinding on Retz. Us being both ice/lightning mages and me about to level, i figured i would even though the EXP will blow blue balls. After i leveled, i added him to buddy's list, and we talked ever since. So much so that i met him one day! Ha, i sometimes like to think what would happen if i declined that party request. Probably nothing would happen. And that's the worst.

State 8 facts about your body: I'm absolutely flawless! I'm absolutely flawless! I'm absolutely flawless! I'm absolutely flawless! I'm absolutely flawless! I'm absolutely flawless! I'm absolutely flawless! I'm absolutely flawless!

Things you want to say to an ex: My god, you look so hot now! Can i get back together with you so i can have sex with you, then break up with you so you get even hotter and do it all over again?

What are five ways to win your heart? Pokemon. Any kind. Red, blue, yellow, gold, diamond, anything!

What do you look like? (Post a picture!)

#swag #LikeABoss #ComeAtMeBitches #TotallyNotMyDog

What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners? 30-18 is like 12. so yeah.

What is the first thing you notice in someone? Hair. I like da hur.

What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you? Make me sushi. Like, good sushi. None of that "california roll" crap.

What is your definition of “having sex”? When i grab a hammer, use it to smack your
elbow while licking your belly button standing on one foot hopping left and right standing on top on the CN Tower. In space.

What is your definition of cheating? When i don't win in something. Then everybody obviously cheated.

What is your favourite foreplay routine? That's classified information. I can't give such vital information away.

What is your favourite roleplay? The one where it doesn't last 10 seconds

What is your idea of the perfect date? December 25th. Jesus is born and we get presents and there's no school. Yeye

What is your sexual orientation? Afican-American. I assume you were talking about my penis.

What turns you off? Dropping the soap. Especially in a public shower.

What turns you on? When someone else drops the soap

What was your kinkiest wet dream? I swear to god i wrote them all down before and sent them to a few people. One of them is best friends with someone i wrote about. OH FUCK. Though i think that was a fictional story.

What words do you like to hear during sex? "I can feel your genetic substance converging with my genetic material within my womb. Meow"

What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you? Cover themselves in sugar? nomnomnom

What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for? You better not weigh so much that i'll die trying to carry you bridal style out of the church after wedding.

What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you? Secret

What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone? Not for me to judge, yo!

What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships? If they're old enough to be the younger person's grandma or grandpa, GTFO.

What’s your dirtiest secret? I got really dirty once playing in my park. Muddy and filthy and wet. ALL over. Also something about an undergarment, but i like my park story better.

When was the last time you felt jealous? Why? Today. 'Cause some little kid had a cool McDonalds toy and i wanted it

When was the last time you told someone you loved them? I never said it in a romantic way before!

Who are five people you find attractive? 1: Jeniffer Aniston 2: Mila Kunis 3: that asian girl from iCarly 4: Raccoon guy from tumblr 5: Yousei

Who is the last person you hugged? Some dog.

Who was your firstkiss with? Brb, repressing memory

Why did your last relationship fail? 'cause they couldn't handle my swag #gpoy #IDon'tKnowWhatThatMeans #EffTheseHashTagStuffAnnoyingAsHellLikeHolyGeebusWTFIsThisShit

Would you ever date someone off of the Internet? If their character has good gear, count me in.

You’ll love me if: You saw my Ragnarok character. Hot Thangs

Written at 9:47 PM

Sunday, February 26, 2012

HOLY CRAP, LAW.
WHY? WHAT HAVE I DONE TO YOU?
I'M SO SORRY WHATEVER I DID, BUT PLEASE, STOP DOING THIS TO MEEEE

It's 9:04 pm. let see how much time i procrastinate doing this.

I'm on a 'break'. i need something to break on. i tried youtube, but my head just slips into a half coma and i forget what i'm watching, playing games will just result in time travel and i'll somehow end up turning off my ps3 at 4am 32 years from now. Facebook sucks my soul, i refuse to let tumblr suck my soul, 9gag already sucked my soul, and the only thing the vampires form Twilight are gonna suck starts with a 'd' and ends with 'ick' (answer at bottom of page). For the love of god my head is so numb from reading black text on a white background. Can the professor at LEAST add some colours here and there? maybe a picture or two? Maybe like rainbowdash on page 35 to add some colour to this otherwise monotonous subject, or maybe even a picture of Mila Kunis on page 65 right in the middle of the page with a speech bubble that says: "YOU CAN DO IT, CHRIS! I BELIEVE IN YOU. HERE'S MY NUMBER, CALL ME" Pretty please? ....no? ....pleeeeassseee?? Oh alright, that's fine. I prefer Jennifer Aniston anyways (can you put HER on page 65? i mean you don't HAVE to, but...you know...it'll be nice!)

I totally forgot what was talking about. It's 9:16, so i officially wasted 12 minutes *high fives self* I probably looked like a seal going ARF ARF ARF just now. I have no motivation to do anything. I can't even find motivation to learn something new on le guitarra. Is that guitar in spanish? i'll pretend it is. Ever since i found out how little i actually learn at Brandon's house (or as Micca would call him, Brandy, urhur), i've felt sooooo lost. I dunno why i even thought i was remotely good at guitar. Well, true it hasn't been one year, but the fact of not having a proper practicing schedule and not having a proper instructor is taking a toll on me. The days of learning random crap 'cause its fun is over, and now i'm realizing how important music theory is if i want to go beyond basic song covers and move on to more complicated stuff. I guess it's good to feel like this, but eh, SAD DAYS I SUCK. After my 4 midterms are over (OH SHIT, I GOTTA STUDY FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUCK) i need to find something to work on. maybeh maor scales, maybeh not.

And then holy shit, i'm starting to feel the minor affects of lent. it's not bad, with only a few moments of "nnnnnnngh oh god whhhhy" but i'm doing better than last year. The secret is not to look at Anis- i mean the secret is self-control (actually i think the secret is not to look at Joa- I MEAN IT'S DEFINITELY SELF-CONTROL). If i make it, i win for life. I don't care how mundane this achievement is, but i'll master the art of self-control and it'll be helpful one day.
I HOPE SO AT LEAST. I DON'T WANT TO THINK ABOUT HOW I'LL BE IN 2 WEEKS.

It is now 9:27. i'll stop at 9:30. 3 more minutes to ramble! OH I KNOW! great i gotta find these now, hold on...

I FOUND IT. QUICKFIRE ANSWERING THESE LONG OVERDUE QUESTIONS TIIIIIIME. Dont remember where i left off, so i'll do #'s 8 to 12.

8. If you could offer a newborn child only one piece of advice, what would it be? DUDE, DON'T BE A DICKFACE DOUCHBAG SMOKING DRUNK RUDE THANGS ASSWHORE OVER-CONFIDENT TEEN. AND DON'T HAVE WHATEVER PROBLEMS VANIA HAS. SERIOUSLY, IT GETS ON PEOPLE'S NERVE. BUT YEAH, BE SMART AND NERDY BUT SOCIABLE AND COOL. BITCHES LOVE NERDS. ALL THE BITCHES, BOTH GUYS AND GIRLS. KAY? KKKKK? KKKKKKKKKK? KK.

9. Would you break the law to save a loved one? YES

10. What one thing have you not done that you really want to do? What’s holding you back? ...SKYDIVING? AND DUNNO, I'M STILL IN SCHOOL, BRO.

11. Are you holding onto something you need to let go of? I REALLY NEED TO LET GO OF...*PUTS ON SUNGALSSES*... MAH PENIS. AWWWWWW YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. SRS ANSWER: DUNNO, DOES NOT APPLY.

12. Would you rather be a worried genius or a joyful simpleton? WORRIED GENIUS, 'CAUSE DERP HEADS DERP AROUND TOO MUCH AND THEY CAN'T MAKE THE MONEEEEEY.

oh crap it's 9:40. oops.

Answer to what the vampires of Twilight could suck that starts with D and ends with ICK: Dancing baby chick (while listening to Mr. Taxi or twinkle twinkle. HAJIMA HAJIMA MA MA OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT K GOTTA GO STUDY OR SOMETHING KBAI)

Written at 6:03 PM

Thursday, December 22, 2011

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Written at 6:57 PM

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

WOOPIE!

oh god this is so rushed...

I think brandon patrick, with a greasy baconators in his hands, and saaaause dripping down his mouth: "oh god, it doesn't feel like we graduated!"

YA I KNOW. It feels like the next day i'm going to once again wake up at around 6:45 am, take a shower at 7:00am 'cause i roll around on my parents bed for 15 minutes being a lazy bum, then arrive at school at the active time of 7:30, where i sit alone at the corner waiting for people to show up. I'm just so used to it now! You never really know how much you'll miss a daily routine when you suddenly just stop it.

But allow me tell my life story.

of the last 4 years.

once upon a time....

i entered grade 9 SO SECLUDED. LIKE HOLY CRAP. HONESTLY, i hated talking to strangers. I mostly had to blame it to body-image issues, but heh, i must also blame it on the fact i never really hung out with anybody. And when i was asked to, i usually gave an excuse not to. I remember the 2nd day of grade 9, where i still haven't found my lunch friends yet who i was to hang out with, and was eating fries in the hallways alone like a loser. Then these 2 grade 12's walked past, asking if they had smokes on them, where the other one replied "no man. gotta be quiet, there's some niners here who'll overhear" where they proceeded to rofl while they walked past. I realized 2 things there.

1)IM SO INSIGNIFICANT, OH GOD.

2) I was in a place where i potentially have direct contact with drugs. not that smoking is, but yeah.

Basically, I was friggen scared of what was to come. Aother random memory of grade 9 was at the 3rd(?) day of science class. I sat beside cassandra barbosa, who i never met before in my life. And not only that, she was a girl. Double weakness. So she asks: "oh, do you know how to do this question?" which i replied in all my charm: "No....you should ask the teacher" with my eyes avoiding hers and my face hiding under. Reflecting back, i had a really craptacular social life. I mean sure, i was nice and such, but it was up to the other person to get to know me better.

I remember actually walking into the atrium, and having one word flash in my head in big, bright, bubble letters: PEOPLE.

and yup, there was a arseload of people. hoooly crap. The atrium was full of people i never met, it was actually sort of frightening. Then again, i also thought of how if one were to chuck a grenade down there, it'll be one hell of a multi-kill.

ANYWAYS

grade 9 was okay. The only highlighted moments was

1) meeting brandon y again

2) talking to people i never talked to before in elementary but talked to in grade 9 and

3) meeting new people! LIKE SCOTT BEAR <3<3<3<3

I must say, it definitely helped me get more social!

I actually wrote down some grade 10 stuff on this blog, i almost forgot. thanks to somebody's influence, it took spanish, which freaked half my family out when i told them! It was MUCHO fun though, eh? eh? I definitely broke out of my anti-social shell with the help of my friends and such, especially with the help of one person in paaaarticular. I remember i had 3 classes with her one semester, which was honestly really fun! especially science. Or as mark would say...

SCIIIIENCE!

Grade 11 was sho fun! I don't think i'll ever forget whatever happened, so i'll save my rambling =]

I just know that it was a start of many fun things in my life. THE TIME WHERE I LEARNED TO LET LOOSE, MOTHER F-

and grade 12! Debut, wondergrad, prom, grad. Without a doubt a fun year! ^^

Debut: Hoenstly, those long hours at night every weeek practicing the same thing over and over again, the constant mistakes, the confusion, Gord, the tireness, Gord, cooperating and taking the lead, Gord, and saying how glad i'll be when it's all over. And Gord.

But i do miss them. It was really fun to dance, 'cause it was like....dipping fries in ice cream. A completely new, and rather tasty experience. Thanks michaela for inviting me!

Wondergrad: It's been over 10 years since i went to wonderland! I did not expect to hangout with such a big group too, haha. It was mucho burrito fun. BEHEMOTH, YAAA.

Prom: I unced. Hard. And got drunk...sorta. And puked. And i was sore after. I honestly could not ask for more <33 Vania was a good date too! though being her, it was still funny to see her all prettied up and dancing and such ^^ she was still mean to me as ever though! I shall miss heeer, sad face

Grad: It was long. And hot. And i didn't cry. It was rather unsentimental, really haha. I would be sad...IF MOST OF MY FRIENDS WERENT GOING TO RYERSON/TORONTO. oh geez.

All i can say is, without my friends, it wouldn't have been as great.

And i mean each and every one of them!

Mah bros were always there in school to keep me entertained, and those occasional hangouts with them were so much fun! So different from before, since i used to neeeeeeever go out. I think you could tell the difference from my dropping AR school after each year xD AR could only be done when i had no life, so i'll say it's a fair enough trade off.

Can't forget the girls in my life! It's really odd being the one in the family who talks to girls more than their siblings. I mean, by brother's practically 25 or so, and i dont think he talks to a girl. outside of family. I'm dead serious. There's 1 girl who changed how i am the most! But i shall not go in detail about hime-samaaa, 'cause it would take HOLY CRAAAAP SO LONG and i'm about to leave for vegas, hehe. Like seriously, i wonder how long this post would be if i just wrote about her. Who knows!

Anyways, i'll be seeing most of my close friends in RyHigh! I hope i'll make new friends, there, since my new goal is to extend my grasp, while staying close with my current ones on the other side of campus. If i distance from them, well....NO, SCREW THAT, I WON'T LET IT HAPPEN, HARUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMPH. It's scarily exciting!

I also realized i never liked anybody for 4 years. I dont really mind being friends with girls instead, despite everybody's criticisms for it, but meh. I'll just go with the flow (mah hand is a dolphin!), and whatever happens, happens.

I'm in no rush.

Well then, IT WAS A BLAST, HIGH SCHOOL. THANKS FOR BEING SO AWESOME AND SCARY AND STRESSFUL! AND THANKS FOR CHANGING ME. I think my old self would be proud of me.

Though that could just be my ego talking 8D

WOOOOOSH, OFF TO VEGAS!

ps: can't wait to jog and do other bodily killing stuff with brandon. having a buddy to do it is so much more motivating, haha.

SAUGA CITY G'Z

i larfed

Written at 8:06 PM

Saturday, June 18, 2011

Maybe Daily #13 (HOW UNLUCKY)

HOLY MOTHER OF GODDAMMED SHIT MOTHER GODDAMMIT ARGFROGGIN MOTHER'S DIARRHEA DAD'S ARMPIT HAIR'D LLIP BALMING BACK STABBIN BITCHEN KITCHEN GRANDMA'S PUBES EFFIN SON OF A PRAYING MANTIS SHIT HOLES.

WHY

THE

HELL

DID

SLEEP

EARLY?

WHY

I DONT EVEN REMEMBER ME GOING TO SLEEP. IM HONESTLY TRYING TO REMEMBER WHEN, BUT I DON'T.

THIS IS LIKE THE HANGOVER PART 3 BUT I WASN'T DRUNK AND INSTEAD OF HAVING FUN ADVENTURES, I'M HERE IN MY ROOM NAKED WITH SOME GIRL IN MY BED.

oh wait wrong movie.

arg god dammit.

i'm angrrrrrry, moooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

BRB, TANTRUM

ahem.

Last day of school!

SO, LET'S SAY MY THOUGHTS:

I am normal. I am not sad. It's not even the last day of school! I'll save all my bawling and QQing for grad. Okay, so i didn't have any PATH kids to say bye

to, i didn't have some special class room that i can no longer visit after today, so i guess i don't really have a reason to be as sad as others.

...

Oh my gosh...

The corner...!

...No wait i'll still be using corner for exams. NVM, NO MOURNING YET.

Day 13

13. Have you been the kind of friend you want as a friend?

LOL, wanting myself as a friend? xD

Well of course! I'm charming, caring, witty, strong, handsom

e, atheletic, kind, funny, smart, awesome, legendary, funtastic, smarticle, bi-winning, chinese, girly, and ABOVE ALL....gorgeous.

Eww, why would i wanna have a friend that's just like me? >.>

Pic to sum up day:

OOOOMG, SLEPT SO EARLY, WHAT A WASTED FRIDAY

PS: I think i'm not as sad-days as some people 'cause most of my friends are either going to ryerson or UofT. All except Robert. Which i can live with.

WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE? HOLY CRAAAAAAP.

Written at 12:55 AM

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

STORY OF TRUTH.

Haha i was re-reading this, and i just had to imprint this forever and ever on the internet!

Written at 8:34 PM

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Maybe Daily #iforgotagain

Dear Future Chris,

I just realized i should have made a birthday post. But i guess i was having too much fun to do so.

or i was lazy.

Yeah, that sounds about right =]

So...yeah! you're (i'm) 18 now! I should buy a lottery ticket to celebrate, but apparently only old people win, so i'll wait until i'm old and wrinkly before i do it.

the rose is also doing quite swell, though i do see some brown on the edge of its delicate, luxurious, pristine petals. Oh lordy please dont die Dx

Since white represents innocence, i guess once it di

es, my innocence is then gone too. THE TRAGEDY, OH MAN.

So yeah, my birthday was fun! it was more eventful than my usual birthdays at least. i remember the most eventful thing of my 17th birthday was the fact that melissa hugged me, which was the first she she ever did it! So i'm happy.

Still dont know why vania was mad at me though ha

ha. Maybe its because i didnt answer her back for 2 hours 'cause i forgot to check my phone, or maybe its cause my answer wasn't as intelligent as she thought it would be. But what else can i reply to "TELL ME WHAT YOU'RE FEELING, NAOW" Oh vania, sometimes i dont understand you, but i still have to urge to cuddle you sometimes, just because you hate it!

i also bought my corsage, but i dunno if it'll match her dress. HOPEFULLY, 'cause it does not have blue or purple like she wanted! just red. and orange. which is close enough to red >.> Oh and i forgot to see if my tie matches too.

but i should stop worrying so much for now.

i'm also really honestly stuck at what to learn next for guitar. i want to learn barre chords, but it's just so frustrating. Songs are hard too, since it's either really easy, or really hard. Plus, most songs i dont even know, and the ones that i do are on expert mode -.-

I NEED GUIDANCE PLEASE.

What, get a teacher?

LOL WHO NEEDS ONE.

=.=

Day 12

12. Would you rather be a worried genius or a joyful simpleton?

Can't i fusion-hah and become a joyful genius?

or become a nurse joy and avoid it altogether?

But if i had to choose, joyful simpleton. I honestly rather have fun, live a simple life and such and such, instead of being SUPER, uber smart. I'll let the asians do that.

oh wait...

Pic to sum up day:

l.o.l

ps: DANCING. IS. SO. FREAKING. TIRING. GOD FUUUUING.

Written at 8:51 PM

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

im angry i cannot find a gif i need to make a (un) funny joke.

therefore, i shall hold off posting what i wanted to till later.

as a something else, IM GONNA LEARN HARE HARE YUKAI, AND IM GONNA DANCE.

DANCE MOTHERFUCKER, DANCE.

IN DA SCHOOL.

IN DA CAFF.

IN THE STREETS.

IN DA HOOD.

IN DA....VAGINA.

IN DA EVERYWHERE.

then i shall be labeled as "swag" and i will swag up the world with my excess swag that i'll be sweating.

Written at 7:11 PM

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Maybe Daily #11

i think...

Dear Future C- *YAAAAWN*,

oh sorry, i'm just so tired form excessive napping. i thi

nk i'll just sleep right now since i slept late and woke

up early.

Oh god i got bed hair.

So apparantly, i may have a minor case of slight sunburn on my face. That for it just enjoys being red from overexposure of sun. See, this is why i don't go outside -.- IT HURTS MY BEAUTIFUL FACE, OH LORDY.Oh well, it was worth it just to skip class. I was a major help in the ball hockey tourney anyways. For god's sake, i spent 4 dollars on freezes, i mean C'MON i was their best customer Dx

I forgot what i was gonna say next...my mind's like imploding right now.

Anyways, i guess i should go study for calc by sleepin

g or something! i wonder if you cans till drop out of courses, 'cause i swear dillon just did a few days ago. But then i'll be ditching vania...

OR, i can drop out, and for my spare, visit the calc classto keep her company!MA, MA, I'M A GENIUS!I should really get on talking to my guidan

ce counsellor, it's been like 2 weeks since i said i would.

But yup, since calculus no longer matters (which is ironic since i spent so much money on extra calc clases on saturday), i'm just gonna most likely read over my notes in the morning, and wing it. Life's good when you no longer have to try for a class you hate!

Wooooo, PARTYING PARTYING YAAAAAAAAA

Damn, where's that gif of that awkward girl dancing from that friday video :(

day 11

11. Are you holding onto something you need to let

go of?

...what the sexual connotation?

but uhm, i don't think so. Other than my p-

NO, BAD CHRIS.

Yeah, nothing really stand out. Neither a person, obje

ct or uhm...anything else stand out in my mind that fit that. Other than my p-

NO, BAD.

>.>

Pic to sum up day:

Terri's kitten. PLOTTING MY PLAN TO STEAL IT

PS: brandon and i joined a SC2 tourney. If we get casted by husky and/or day9, im gonna laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarf so hard hahah

Written at 7:47 PM

TESTING.

Looks like gifs work!

Written at 7:45 PM

Monday, May 30, 2011

Maybe Daily Diez (Spanish, sexy-mexi, ay yai yai)

Dear Future Chris,

2 notable things today:

1) I read my Osama the wizard story to the class. It was going SWELL at the serious parts, but once i reached the part wher ei introduced him as a wizard, i larfed. i larfed SO hard, i nearly died. I started larfing so hard at once points i was nearly about to just stop it right there and end it from how retarded this all sounded. So i did the only logical ting and said "this is retarded".

SELLING MOVIE RIGHTS TO THIS!

2) i learned Clocks by Coldplay! I like this song 'cause it has a smex intro. It was pretty easy to learn, who would've thought? I just played this alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll day. It's tune makes my pee pee go DOING DOING DOING.

Also beasted my english essay, which i think is the worst essay i wrote evar. But i always say that and i always end up getting like 85-90. GUESS THAT'S HOW SMART I AM, MUHAHA ;]

Day 10

10. What one thing have you not done that you really want to do? What’s holding you back?

uhm, talk to more people i never talked to before and therefore meet new people. OR talking to them first. Only thing holding me back is my constant fear that i won't know what to say after the initial "HI" or have nothing to talk about and thus be llamas all day eeryday. But that can be easily fixed, just gotta take the lead!

I AM CHRIS-EXCLAIMATION MARK YOGNAUGHT, AND I HAVE THE BALLS!

Pic to sum up day: